Staring deep into my reflection
Noticing every imperfection
Wishing that I could be someone else
Trying in vain to change myself
My transformation will take place today
A celebrity magazine will guide my way
Lipo, botox, plastic surgery
All will help cure my impurity
Looking now at my reflection
Staring at the so-called perfection
I wonder, what was really my goal?
And was it all worth it at the price of my soul?
I'm breaking...
Breaking the silence
Breaking the mold
Forgetting the old
Forgetting you
Trying something new
Trying something bold
Forgetting the cold
Forgetting the dream
Breaking at the seam
Breaking inside
I'm breaking...
Diary Of An Insomniac, The End by Mad-Hatter-Eric, literature
Literature
Diary Of An Insomniac, The End
How I do long for the comfort of dreams
To blissfully sleep, but tonight it seems
That anxiety shall o'er take my mind
Despite my best efforts, can I not bind
Together my thoughts? They frantically rise
This occurrence have I come to despise
Brief moments I doze off to tease and tempt
My sleep is disturbed, my bed lies unkempt
Why is't that I must be doomed to this life?
A shattered glass path, the edge of a knife
The darkness evokes my deepest lament
Panic ensues to an unpaired extent
All rationality seems to have fled
Cries tormented by grief run through my head
Caught in a state of unsound emotion
Finding no means to calm th
Journey Through Addiction by Mad-Hatter-Eric, literature
Literature
Journey Through Addiction
Never expect it to happen to you
But wake up one day and realize: it's true
Addiction comes in many different forms
Ravaging you like a colossal storm
I developed a need for a familiar sensation
Then found it impossible to resist the temptation
Without it my thoughts became frantic
Nothing seemed real and I began to panic
Desperate for something to fill the void
The rest of my life was slowly destroyed
Never told anyone for fear they wouldn't understand
After all, human nature is to reprimand
Knowing it was wrong but I couldn't break free
Wishing to return to how things used to be
Ashamed and living life in shadows
I thought it
Heartbroken Memories by Mad-Hatter-Eric, literature
Literature
Heartbroken Memories
Lost without his guidance, corrupted by the pain
My grandfather's death nearly drove me insane
Memories and dreams of him on his deathbed
Reliving shared moments inside my head
I couldn't accept it or believe it was true
I continued my life, but my sorrow bled through
My days became heavy from carrying the dole
I felt useless and worthless, merely an empty soul
But in shunning the world I forgot what was real
I never considered how those who love me must feel
Now to honor his memory I make good of my days
And so ends the story of this heartbroken phase
Staring deep into my reflection
Noticing every imperfection
Wishing that I could be someone else
Trying in vain to change myself
My transformation will take place today
A celebrity magazine will guide my way
Lipo, botox, plastic surgery
All will help cure my impurity
Looking now at my reflection
Staring at the so-called perfection
I wonder, what was really my goal?
And was it all worth it at the price of my soul?
I'm breaking...
Breaking the silence
Breaking the mold
Forgetting the old
Forgetting you
Trying something new
Trying something bold
Forgetting the cold
Forgetting the dream
Breaking at the seam
Breaking inside
I'm breaking...
Diary Of An Insomniac, The End by Mad-Hatter-Eric, literature
Literature
Diary Of An Insomniac, The End
How I do long for the comfort of dreams
To blissfully sleep, but tonight it seems
That anxiety shall o'er take my mind
Despite my best efforts, can I not bind
Together my thoughts? They frantically rise
This occurrence have I come to despise
Brief moments I doze off to tease and tempt
My sleep is disturbed, my bed lies unkempt
Why is't that I must be doomed to this life?
A shattered glass path, the edge of a knife
The darkness evokes my deepest lament
Panic ensues to an unpaired extent
All rationality seems to have fled
Cries tormented by grief run through my head
Caught in a state of unsound emotion
Finding no means to calm th
Journey Through Addiction by Mad-Hatter-Eric, literature
Literature
Journey Through Addiction
Never expect it to happen to you
But wake up one day and realize: it's true
Addiction comes in many different forms
Ravaging you like a colossal storm
I developed a need for a familiar sensation
Then found it impossible to resist the temptation
Without it my thoughts became frantic
Nothing seemed real and I began to panic
Desperate for something to fill the void
The rest of my life was slowly destroyed
Never told anyone for fear they wouldn't understand
After all, human nature is to reprimand
Knowing it was wrong but I couldn't break free
Wishing to return to how things used to be
Ashamed and living life in shadows
I thought it
Heartbroken Memories by Mad-Hatter-Eric, literature
Literature
Heartbroken Memories
Lost without his guidance, corrupted by the pain
My grandfather's death nearly drove me insane
Memories and dreams of him on his deathbed
Reliving shared moments inside my head
I couldn't accept it or believe it was true
I continued my life, but my sorrow bled through
My days became heavy from carrying the dole
I felt useless and worthless, merely an empty soul
But in shunning the world I forgot what was real
I never considered how those who love me must feel
Now to honor his memory I make good of my days
And so ends the story of this heartbroken phase
Well, first of all: Hai! I am Eric. I'm starting college this fall, and I am studying to be a professional pastry chef. I like doing things in a different way, just for the sake of being original. All feedback is much appreciated.
Mad Hatter Eric
Current Residence: Canada Favourite genre of music: Various forms of Metal and the like MP3 player of choice: Ipod touch, or Classic Favourite cartoon character: Gir
Favourite Gaming Platform
Computer
Other Interests
Cooking, drawing, writing, painting models, photography, music,movies,DDR Heavy Mode
Hmm I'm only really writing an entry cause I haven't in a while.. But I just wanted to point out that school has been interesting lately in that none of my classes are particularly hard, but I have many projects. Most of them are fun but then some really aren't... *cough* french! *cough* Well on the plus side, with all the reading and writing I've been doing for school I've also been more inspired to write for myself as well, so if it seems like I'm putting up allot of literature deviations well.. now you know why!
Finally I just wanted to point out how flattered I am by all the comments left on my friend ~Sage-By-Day (https://www.deviantart.com/sage-by-day)'s deviation
*Squee* So starting monday I'm back to actual school rather than coop. Well for the 2 weeks remaining and during exams I'll be starting an online course/ doing nothing but one class all day for that long, I'll probably finish it... Ah well, even better :P But yay now I'll get to see my buddayz and my girlfried ALLOT more ^.^
Hey friend how are you doing ok tonight? Figure I send you a message since you don't have so much time like you used to. School & everything has been quite busy for you I suppose just wish I was able to talk to you some but I will when I can. I hope you have been well too my friend.
That is good I mean hope the projects turn out good you been busy that good I hope you keep doing ok. I am just wondering how you been your job and life family to. I am doing good looken for job still